I used to be the same. Then I read the Bhagavad-gita. At least I can say I am not scared anymore.

I suggest you do too, if you want to.



http://catalog.bbt.info/d_show_book.php?id=1&target_language=English

Meditation helps.

I do too! Bu then I must already be crazy, so my opinion does not count. But perhaps the rest of the world is crazy and I am the only sane person around.

Sometimes, I feel like I need to use a whole gallon of concentrated chlorox to clean my brain and start fresh, but i guess that is not possible. But if I just get some s*it stuff ans some peopel out of my head, i will be just fine.

I also wonder if a heart transplant will transplant feelings and emotions. I wonder if I would love a different person if I got a new heart. Anyhooo... it goes on and on...

:):)